I've spent many hours reviewing the photos from my first year of photography and was struck by a common theme.  The photos that I appreciate the most and feel represent the essence of who I want to be as a photographer were actually images that caught me completely by surprise.  These most memorable photos were taken from opportunities and circumstances that where completely out of my control.   They were moments when my attempts to orchestrate or control a setting failed and in the disappointment my eyes were lifted to an image that far exceeded anything I had imagined in my original plan.   

One of my favorite examples of this occurred while trying to capture a beautiful midsummer sunset.  Hazy evenings of the long summer days in the valley often yield beautiful sunsets that when placed in a properly composed setting can generate a stunning landscape photo.  I spent several evenings last summer chasing the optimal sunset that would bring about the most dynamic colors to paint a beautiful landscape.  One summer evening I watched through my camera lens the sun diving behind our coastal peaks to the West snapping the shutter in multiple successions in hopes of capturing the most pristine moment.  After the sun set, I looked at the stream of images in the viewfinder and was somewhat disappointed.  I had planned the location, timing, exposure and yet the photos failed to meet my expectation.  As I turned around to head back to my vehicle, I realized the sunset show I was looking for was actually happening behind me all along as the setting sun in the West was casting this immense light that generated brilliant colors against the haze and the peaks of the middle cascades to the East!

There are many examples from the past year that reflect a conscience effort on my part to "set up" a shot that often was surpassed by the majesty of a moment taking place in close proximity, but outside of my control and original intent.  I always want to believe that the "wins" in my life are of my own doing, but can honestly only give myself credit for being present when they happen.  I believe I have the drive to be present in my photography and many other areas of my life, but time and again I am reminded of my true nature and thankful for the grace I am afforded and the blessings that I receive. 

Michael